There was once a time when every word made sense.I had another blog..a personal space in fact..though i wrote in rigamarole words as usual..there was still a poetic elegance in it..i deleted it...twas still a young blog in terms of the months it survived but the content started at the age of 90 ..so it had to wither away..
what i was wondering was that what seems effortless today was treated with a lot more dedication earlier..there were fewer spelling and grammatical errors, sentences though long, like mu usual constructs, were simple to understand.Anyways, as the style of writing evolves..it may not remain in the same genre of " beautiful" and poetic ..but iam sure a year later i'll find solace that what am writing today had it's own meaning, relevance and style ....so much for human modesty and self obsession...
In the travails of life it is easy to forget the minuter details of what happened before, but going back to them through photographs, posts etc does make the day seem brighter or atleast different...
Monday, December 11, 2006
Saturday, November 18, 2006
shakespeare was right
aren't we all pretending all the time. even with our parents, our friends..and when we don't..lose our temper..we feel guilty
we keep a part of the truth to ourselves all the time..no one knows the whole truth about you.It is not a common truth that you do not share..it can be different truths...you might not tell your mother that you are out late...or your friends that you do not like the way they laugh...it's wierd...you start believing in what you tell others..not always at times...
As they say there's always a version of truth
A question that arises at the end of it all..is that is all pretense bad !!..i don't think so...if it was we would not be pretending 24x7...
we keep a part of the truth to ourselves all the time..no one knows the whole truth about you.It is not a common truth that you do not share..it can be different truths...you might not tell your mother that you are out late...or your friends that you do not like the way they laugh...it's wierd...you start believing in what you tell others..not always at times...
As they say there's always a version of truth
A question that arises at the end of it all..is that is all pretense bad !!..i don't think so...if it was we would not be pretending 24x7...
Thursday, October 12, 2006
post hai post
Bahut waqt ke bad yeh waqt mila hai ki ham kuchh waqt likh sake
nah it is not my tendency to confuse and confound, it is just sheer laziness to structure thoughts, and then words and then actions.This is the reason for every mess that i have created in my life.
While i tend to rationalise everything to others to save my A** there comes a time when i start believing in it..well rite now Iam troubled by my teeth ...
The entire chhutii was in the service of the mehenga (expensive) denstist...stop smiling ..nah am not one of those vain girls who want beautiful teeth for nothing more than good marraige prospects....well there's another story behind it ( ok no story , twas just that i was too lazy to give up talking and eating with braces et all.) ..wen my parents realised a lil too late (i had grown out of pony tails to plaits to short hair in college).. that i have crooked teeth and they need correction ...
Ok coming back to the real kahani...i have like 4-5 cavities and last chhuti the denstist scared me that my wisdom tooth was laterally growing into my bone blah blah...so i went this time for the 'surgery" and all i got was some wierd silver filling in two teeth and normal one in two..AND..... loads of drilling into teeth so that now every sip of water will hurt for life....and on top of it after the "pulp capping" ie silver filling for 1600 bucks...he says eat these medicines..and we'll see if u need root canal...arre ek baar mein kaam khatam karta..ek toh chutti barbaad ki roz hazari laga laga kar..upar se now my damn teeth hurt cos he's drilled wells aka KUAN till the nerves ie the "roots" and so i WILL need the root canal or extraction next time....
He's ruined my teeth and my morale...he says all my teeth will decay soon that 'tooth decay' has once set in boohoooo..and he ...huh he will mint money till he is 90 (he's over 65 now)..........
i guess he should have a hand in glove referral agreement with a psychiatrists for all his popla( teethless) and traumatisedand paranoid( like me) patients.......bah dentist ki dum
arre haan the jad of everything is laziness...i barely brush my teeth for two mins and that too not properly as the dentist thinks.. :P...and never at nite....koi sala sudhar do hamko..
AWAIT the next tale of laziness late lateefi and confusion..should hover around the word 'weight'
nah it is not my tendency to confuse and confound, it is just sheer laziness to structure thoughts, and then words and then actions.This is the reason for every mess that i have created in my life.
While i tend to rationalise everything to others to save my A** there comes a time when i start believing in it..well rite now Iam troubled by my teeth ...
The entire chhutii was in the service of the mehenga (expensive) denstist...stop smiling ..nah am not one of those vain girls who want beautiful teeth for nothing more than good marraige prospects....well there's another story behind it ( ok no story , twas just that i was too lazy to give up talking and eating with braces et all.) ..wen my parents realised a lil too late (i had grown out of pony tails to plaits to short hair in college).. that i have crooked teeth and they need correction ...
Ok coming back to the real kahani...i have like 4-5 cavities and last chhuti the denstist scared me that my wisdom tooth was laterally growing into my bone blah blah...so i went this time for the 'surgery" and all i got was some wierd silver filling in two teeth and normal one in two..AND..... loads of drilling into teeth so that now every sip of water will hurt for life....and on top of it after the "pulp capping" ie silver filling for 1600 bucks...he says eat these medicines..and we'll see if u need root canal...arre ek baar mein kaam khatam karta..ek toh chutti barbaad ki roz hazari laga laga kar..upar se now my damn teeth hurt cos he's drilled wells aka KUAN till the nerves ie the "roots" and so i WILL need the root canal or extraction next time....
He's ruined my teeth and my morale...he says all my teeth will decay soon that 'tooth decay' has once set in boohoooo..and he ...huh he will mint money till he is 90 (he's over 65 now)..........
i guess he should have a hand in glove referral agreement with a psychiatrists for all his popla( teethless) and traumatisedand paranoid( like me) patients.......bah dentist ki dum
arre haan the jad of everything is laziness...i barely brush my teeth for two mins and that too not properly as the dentist thinks.. :P...and never at nite....koi sala sudhar do hamko..
AWAIT the next tale of laziness late lateefi and confusion..should hover around the word 'weight'
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Keep it simple stupid
having 3 blogs is as good as bringing up 3 kids
but this one is gonna be special...and simple
aapko personalise karenge ..thoda wait kariye bloggie
but this one is gonna be special...and simple
aapko personalise karenge ..thoda wait kariye bloggie
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